Ideas are one thing and what happens is another.

John Cage

When I let myself believe that having "it all" is beyond my reach, that is when I do my absolute worst (in my opinion). Shouldn't life be lived to the highest of standards? That only makes sense to me. This may be a horrendous mistake, but today I will be taking on a huge to do list that I hope will inspire me in the next few days after. I am feeling like I need a great deal of inspiration...

YES! I can feel the energy flowing through me already.

I need yoga, I need watercolor and tones and tones of solitude

INSTEAD, I have dehydrated snack squid (er..) and spicy mango (mm!)

Trying to figure out what email to write first. =(
I've been having a hard time relaxing recently...which makes my "work time" way less efficient, so it is very frustrating! I dunno if blogging is much of a remedy, but it usually does foster enough guilt on me to push me to be way more productive afterwards.

Maybe a string of plans falling through these last few days has been bringing me down....anyhow, just admitting I have these feelings I have help a lot too.
Can;t wait to be home.